Hodgepodge

I used to like Anoop.  But now I am rooting for Adam .  He got a standing ovation, from SIMON COWELL!  

It always feels good talking to my dad because besides feeling the purest, truest care, he bursts my bubble and gives me the right kind of kicking. He's blunt but he knows when it is needed. He told me earlier to manage my expectations of people and move toward the happier aspects of my life. "If they leave, then they leave." Being the let's-talk-about-it-girl that I am, it's kind of hard not having a resolution, but I guess some things just end in silence or in parting ways. I may still be a little shaky but I am more prepared today than I was yesterday. Dad always says that keeping one or two friends who I know wants me and needs me for anything more than convenience is enough. That's better than keeping a lot and losing them eventually. I'm tired of pushing myself too much. It's time to let go.