Hodgepodge

We should all stop being self-righteous. There's just too much pride. PS Dream #4

I'm currently sitting in a nice restaurant with only 3 other customers, enjoying my oversized fresh strawberry shake and their free WIFI while I wait for my flight to Palawan. It's been crazy the past few months. Simply put, I've dreamt, I failed, I managed to find fulfillment in other things and I got to be grounded again, albeit tired from it all physically. I've come to accept that things happen for a reason, and it is through my perspective and attitude that I make rainbows or gloom out of this world. I haven't had a decent entry in this blog. Well I've been lazy. Nothing much and so much has happened, if you know what I mean. The more important internal conversations and development are far more complex to write about, and I'm lazy, so there. But maybe I should write again, as I have before all the complexities came into play. I miss the old me, and somehow I'm glad to be somebody else (and I believe, better) today. Let me start with that.

This may be why , but still. My heart has a lot more things to say than this.

There are a lot of things, I realize. Like time and sunsets, beaches and shakes, people who become friends, friends who become closer friends, stars and constellations, spa and videoke, flights and more flights, tan and exercise videos, cereals and low-fat milk, blogs and facebook, money saved and money spent, dreams and realizations. I love my freedom, but I still need direction.