Yesterday, as in every day since last week, we went to hear mass at the PGH chapel. The gospel was about Jesus miraculously feeding an entire community with just 5 loaves and 2 pieces of small fish (the priest called it barney loaves and guinamos ). He went on to preach about charity. Last year and early this year, my core was shaken and challenged by several people and situations. Some discouraged me from doing extra work to cover for people, some even make fun of it. I do appreciate people's concern. I know my friends tell me that because they do care about me, and friends protect each other. It came to a point when I thought about it really well and concluded that maybe I need to change to become somebody stronger and less vulnerable. But this is me. I'm leaving me as I am.